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Sunday, July 10th, 2005
6:33 pm - Collide chapter 22
Title: Collide chapter 22
Chapter rating: NC-17
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
A/N: Thank you so much to everyone who reads this story. You guys mean the world to me. *hugs the world* And many wonderful thanks to my marvelously excellent beta reader, [info]zlobnaya!

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| 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 |

Chapter Twenty Two )

current mood: happy
current music: Play Dead - The Birthday Massacre

55 so complicated | this feeling is love

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
10:02 pm - Second Chances
Title: Second Chances
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Benji Madden/Paul Thomas (Good Charlotte)
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji has a crush on the bass player. Fluff. AU. Good times.
A/N: huge thanks to [info]zlobnaya for beta reading this monstrous beast for me. haha 27 pages later, here's a fic for y'all.

Second Chances )

current mood: cheerful
current music: Guttermouth - Lemon Water

25 so complicated | this feeling is love

Saturday, June 11th, 2005
1:04 am - Ditch
Title: Ditch
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Sequel to my story Show Me, wherein the boys go from First Kiss Squee to lots of excited touching.
A/N: Thanks forever to [info]zlobnaya rocking the beta reading hizzouse.

Ditch )

current mood: okay
current music: First Day of the Rest of Our Lives - MXPX

48 so complicated | this feeling is love

Sunday, June 5th, 2005
6:38 pm
This isn't a Collide update, I'm sorry. :(

But it is a journal update! in a fit of insanity i bought two months paid time for my writing journal and listed all my stories along the side of the journal! In doing so, I realized that I wrote a lot of stuff I don't remember writing. haha good times.

anywho, mosey on over to [info]chucking_bibles if you feel so inclined to check if there's anything that may tickle your fancy. I've got BtVS, AtS, Good Charlotte, and Harry Potter stuff linked. Let me know if anything doesn't work, too.

(as a disclaimer, I feel it's necesary to point out that a lot of this was written years ago. so if it sucks the big one, i was like, seventeen! forgive me? haha)

2 so complicated | this feeling is love

Thursday, May 26th, 2005
10:20 am - Collide Chapter 21
Title: Collide chapter 21
Chapter rating: NC-17
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream. Now this is what it's like when worlds collide...
A/N: Thank you so much to everyone who reads this story. You guys mean the world to me. *hugs the world* And many wonderful thanks to my marvelously excellent beta reader, [info]zlobnaya!

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| 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 |

Chapter Twenty One )

current mood: hungry

53 so complicated | this feeling is love

Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
11:11 pm - Collide chapter 20
Title: Collide chapter 20
Chapter rating: R
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
A/N: Thank you so much to everyone who reads this story. You guys mean the world to me. *hugs the world* And many wonderful thanks to my marvelously excellent beta reader, [info]zlobnaya!

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| 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 |

Chapter Twenty )

current mood: hungry

57 so complicated | this feeling is love

Sunday, May 1st, 2005
4:58 pm - Collide chapter 19
Title: Collide chapter 19
Chapter rating: PG-13
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
A/N: Yay for [info]zlobnaya for the rocking the beta hizzie. And yay for all of you who look forward to this. I love you guys. :D

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| 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 |

Chapter Nineteen )

current mood: cheerful

44 so complicated | this feeling is love

Saturday, April 30th, 2005
7:26 pm - Show Me
Title: Show Me
Rating: Hard R
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Joel's always said his first kiss was awful. What about his second?
A/N: Much love to [info]zlobnaya for being the awesomest beta reader evar in the world.

Show Me )

current mood: accomplished

71 so complicated | this feeling is love

Saturday, April 9th, 2005
8:31 pm - Collide chapter 18
Title: Collide chapter 18
Chapter rating: NC-17
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
A/N: Much love to [info]zlobnaya for the awesome beta fantastico. Whee. :)

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| eleven | twelve | thirteen | fourteen | fifteen | sixteen | seventeen |

Chapter Eighteen )

current mood: optimistic

31 so complicated | this feeling is love

Sunday, March 27th, 2005
9:39 pm - Collide chapter 17
Title: Collide chapter 17
Chapter rating: NC-17
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
A/N: Happy zombie jesus day! Muchas gracias to [info]zlobnaya for being the beta to my gamma. Or something. Anywho, go read the last chapter if you guys need a refresher, I know it's been awhile. But this chapter will not disappoint, oh no! For it has hot pr0n in it. :)

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Chapter Seventeen )

current mood: excited

42 so complicated | this feeling is love

Sunday, March 6th, 2005
10:35 pm - Collide Interlude
Title: Collide: The Interlude
Chapter rating: R/NC-17
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
A/N: [info]zlobnaya was telling me I should write like an interlude to get back into the swing of this story, since I've been off for so long, so here it is. You don't need to read or reread any of the past chapters really; this takes place back in 1995/1996. It's flashbacks of the boys when they were fifteen.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy, and I hope that this gets you excited for the next real chapter, which should be coming soon. I swear this time! Haha.

Collide Interlude )

current mood: bouncy
current music: Shaun of the Dead

56 so complicated | this feeling is love

Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
12:10 am - Wide Awake chapter five
Title: Wide Awake
Chapter: 5/5
Overall rating: NC-17
Fandom: Good Charlotte
Pairing: Benji Madden/Paul Thomas
Disclaimer: Not mine; never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Where the hell have I been?/Sleeping, lost, and numb./So glad that I have found you./I am wide awake and heading home. - from Jimmy by Tool
A/N: All done! Hope you guys have enjoyed the story, I know I did. Huge thanks to [info]zlobnaya for the hot beta action and the plotting and the squeeing. :D <3

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chapter five )

current mood: content
current music: Limp Bizkit - N 2 Gether Now

38 so complicated | this feeling is love

Monday, February 7th, 2005
1:22 am - Wide Awake chapter four
Title: Wide Awake
Chapter: 4/5
Overall rating: NC-17
Fandom: Good Charlotte
Pairing: Benji Madden/Paul Thomas
Disclaimer: Not mine; never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Where the hell have I been?/Sleeping, lost, and numb./So glad that I have found you./I am wide awake and heading home. - from Jimmy by Tool
A/N: huge thanks to [info]zlobnaya for the hot beta action and the plotting and the squeeing. :D <3

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chapter four )

current mood: chipper
current music: Ace of Bass - All That She Wants (omg i'm awesome!)

29 so complicated | this feeling is love

Monday, January 31st, 2005
9:41 am - Wide Awake chapter three
Title: Wide Awake
Chapter: Three
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji Madden/Paul Thomas
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Where the hell have I been?/Sleeping, lost, and numb./So glad that I have found you./I am wide awake and heading home. - from Jimmy by Tool
A/N: huge thanks to [info]zlobnaya for the hot beta action and the plotting and the squeeing. :D

Wide Awake chapter three )

current mood: good

12 so complicated | this feeling is love

Friday, January 28th, 2005
1:28 am - Wide Awake chapter two
Title: Wide Awake
Chapter: Two
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji Madden/Paul Thomas
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Where the hell have I been?/Sleeping, lost, and numb./So glad that I have found you./I am wide awake and heading home. - from Jimmy by Tool
A/N: huge thanks to [info]zlobnaya for the hot beta action and the plotting and the squeeing. :D

Wide Awake chapter two )

current mood: tired

16 so complicated | this feeling is love

Monday, January 24th, 2005
9:48 pm - Wide Awake chapter one
Title: Wide Awake
Chapter: One
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji Madden/Paul Thomas
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Where the hell have I been?/Sleeping, lost, and numb./So glad that I have found you./I am wide awake and heading home. - from Jimmy by Tool
A/N: huge thanks to [info]zlobnaya for the hot beta action and the plotting and the squeeing. :D Also, the story is basically done, it just needs some more editing and stuff. It'll be around five chpaters. Enjoy.

Wide Awake chapter one )

current mood: giddy

41 so complicated | this feeling is love

Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
8:59 pm - a brief aside
Hey guys

I've been getting a lot of questions about Collide. I know I haven't updated in a really long time, but I promise I will again. I've been working on another story and it's like eaten my brain. But the end of that one is in sight, and I'm really excited to get back to my twinses.

Hopefully within the month. If not sooner. I'm ever the optimist ;) haha.

Thanks for reading and stuff. I love you all. :D

current mood: good

11 so complicated | this feeling is love

Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
1:37 am - Collide chapter 16
Title: Collide chapter 16
Chapter rating: R
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
A/N: I owe [info]zlobnaya the moon. Like seriously, she's the best beta evar. I owe her sleep too. Everyone who likes this story, sleep a little extra for Z. And thanks to everyone who reads and reviews, you guys make my life, seriously. <3

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| eleven | twelve | thirteen | fourteen | fifteen |

Chapter Sixteen )

current mood: productive

56 so complicated | this feeling is love

Sunday, October 24th, 2004
3:08 am - crazy
Title: Crazy
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Benji/Paul
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: drive me crazy, crazy in love. this is pretty much all [info]meegzi31's fault, and she doesn't even ship them. crazy lady.


i've still got your face painted on my heart )

current mood: artistic

26 so complicated | this feeling is love

Monday, October 18th, 2004
9:45 pm - Collide chapter 15
Title: Collide chapter 15
Chapter rating: NC-17
Overall rating: NC-17
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be. Damnit.
Summary: Benji's an upper class Manhattan heir to millions. Joel's a street kid with nothing going for him but one crazy dream.
Warnings: Very, very AU.
A/N: As always, a million thanks to [info]zlobnaya for the awesome beta read. Wherein there are many meaningful conversations. And some meaningful other stuff. ;)

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| eleven | twelve | thirteen | fourteen |

Chapter Fifteen )

current mood: pleased
current music: Depeche Mode - Only When I Lose Myself

58 so complicated | this feeling is love


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